Chelamat Datang
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Eza.Boncet.Laa06May1991
19 [Nineteen]
Taurus
ITE College West, Clementi
in Business Administration
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Friday, February 12, 2010 6:16:00 PM
sick. paranoid.
im sick.
super duper sick..
i wish dat hys not busy with werk.
i was h0ping to atleast get a hug from hym.
but h0ping to0 much would just hurt me m0re.
with hym giving me empty promises almost the wh0le tyme.
im super sad.
kn0wing dat he cant even keep h0ld of 1 promise.
he br0ke all of it.
& i knoe pr0mises are meant to be br0ken.
y the heck did i believe it.
hmmms.
psssst.
wen u were sick.
i to0k my tyme to go d0wn ur place.
just to give u paracetamol & panadol.
spent tyme with u till late nyte.
eventh0ugh im skewling the nxt day.
& eventhough i was heck dead tired.
i made an effort.
just to keep u company.
it hurt me.
knowing dat u met ur ex on 1 of the particular nyte.
wen u said u were super busy at werk.
due to chinese new year.
i teared.
waiting for ur call or even msg.
i got none from u.
wad more can i say.
i didnt have proper sleep.
coz i waited for atleast a call/msg.
i kept staring at my handph0ne.
just waiting for it to ring.
but i didnt receive any.
i fell sick.
& all u gotta say was..
"take care.. rest well"
u didnt b0ther much.
u nvr asked me whether ive got any m0ney to go to the d0ctor or not.
u didnt ask me if deres anyone to accompany me to the d0ctor.
wen i t0ld u i maybe infected with H1N1..
all u gotta say was "i cant get cl0se to u **giggle**.. jumper u kene pkai mask!"
its not a laughing matter..
but it seems like u take everything like a j0ke.
haiss..
im
disapp0inted.
sad.
confused.
paranoid..