now i knoe where i reallie stand in this family..
sadly noone in this particular house trust me.
its all due to some people's mouth..
alwaes badmouth about me to my family..
THANK YOU TRUCK LOADS LAA OI!!

i nvr wanted this to happen.
but truth..
it has happen & is happening now.
i cant be pretending to be happy around them anymore.
knoeing dat deres no longer trust btw me & them..
haixx.
might as well i dont stay in this house.
bt where whould i go?

ive been thinking.
if deres nuthing i can bring to them.
den theres no use im still here.
dont talk about smiles or laughter.
dat can nvr be brought again..
coz in their mindset im a liar.
a big fat liar..

& for them all im doing is just using up they hard earn money.
bt hey cummon man..
i did gave some of my salary into the account.
nvr even use up..
& so i guess dat wasnt enuff.

im the greatest disappointment to them.
im the biggest liar btw them
im alwaes spending on their money.
im forever giving them hard tyme.
im not bringing the family proud.

haix in whatever bad ways there are for me to be..
dat ill be ocheys.
they hate me..
COZ IM A BIG FAT LIAR TO THEM!!