Tuesday, May 19, 2009 9:46:00 PM
faizal:love or lust? ; tfq:idk ):

isit me or isit the way he treats me?
im confuse.
yes,i miss hym badly & truly..
but y make me feel unwanted?
did u call for the sake of calling?
or did u call coz of wad u said to me?
if it is the way im thinking ryte at this very m0ment,
den just leave me al0ne..
but im reallie wr0ng bout everything,
den pro0ve to me dat im wrong..
& stop doing anything dat make me have negative thinking bout.
i hate it.

hys my close fren.
but sadly now.
we are having a misunderstanding.
i gues its my fault.
for not telling hym wadever i should.
but dats the way i am.
i dont alwaes tell pe0ple everything.
id rather keep it to myself.
& let me keep the painfulness to myself..
im sorry.
i nvr meant to make u cry.
im guilty..
my deepest apology. ):