he wants me to get crious with hym

hums so im wondering.
is hys feelings for me true or is it just average??
im still scared to be full heartedly in love with hym.
i dont wanna get hurt anymore.
ive got enuff from adam.
& i reallie hope dat would be my last tyme going thru dat shyts.

can i even get crious with hym?
dat 1 question kept on playing in my mind eversince i met hym.
with me alwaes 'nk cuci mate" & mingling around with other guys..
dat will be very hard for me.
i dont wanna cheat hys feelings.
& i reallie wanna settle down with just 1 guy.
a guy dat can reallie appreciate me & can reallie "jage' me..

but if i put trust on hym..
im just afraid dat he'll be the one toying around with my feelings.
haixx..im just so afraid to give my heart away..
i dont wanna regret my decision..
but either way..
i may get hurt.

i guess for now, i just play along with hym.
follow hys flow on life..
once i sense hys sincerity..
from dere,yesh,ill surely give hym my heart & ill love hym full heartedly..