Saturday, November 15, 2008 8:56:00 PM
d0odle
ive been trying so hard t0 keep myself just f0r hym.
but he alwaes get mad at me over s0me craps.
craps dat i never did.
d0 u thing all this is fair?
oh my g0d.i can stand alwaes being the 1 in the wr0ng.
& its never been hym in the wr0ng.
YES im scared of hym.
NO i d0nt dare t0 deny anything.
eventh0ugh i kn0e im n0t in the wr0ng.
& i kn0e u guys will say i sh0uld fyte f0r my rytes.
but i swear i ever did but things just g0t w0rst.
& i d0nt ever wanna l0se hym.
i reallie l0ve hym.
okays.i reallie need m0ney ryte at this very m0ment.
i need t0 work f0r dat m0ney.
but theres n0 j0b f0r me currentlie.
i need the m0ney f0r pers0nal spending & als0 help b0ify.
maybe m0st of u w0uld say i can get m0ney fr0m my parents ryte.
but i d0nt reallie like t0 ask them f0r m0ney.
id rather werk t0 get m0ney.
dat way atleast i kn0e t0 save up a lil bit.
& atleast i can supp0rt b0ify with0ut needing t0 spend my parents m0ney.
s0 if anyb0dy have l0bang f0r any j0bs..
d0 tagged me aye.!
o0h & b0ut the sickness i have.
im still n0t fully cured.
but im just pretending dat its over.
maybe a lil of c0ughing.
& the pain..its killing.
ill just act kewl.
i w0nt sh0w the pain.
ill stay str0ng.
i wanna laugh like i used t0o.