o0kays s0 we started c0ntacting each 0ther back again.
[onlie a few knew wh0 im talking b0ut]
im just in such a c0nfuse state in this m0ment.!
i dunn0e wad else t0 do.
give up or just g0 with the fl0w.
im just n0t me anim0re.
i feel like as if i l0st a large part of me.
& im stating a fact here.
n0one knew either bc0z i pretend t0 be happie 0r u havent seen me f0r a peri0d of tyme.
either way u guys w0nt reallie realise dat im n0t the eza dat u knew.
i kn0e u GFFs wants me t0 stay str0ng.
try wadeva it takes t0 be myself.
but i just cant.
ive failed the past weeks.
been keeping myself busy s0 dat i w0nt be able t0 make any plans f0r any meet ups.
i just d0nt want u GFFs t0 kn0e my state ryte at this very m0ment.!
ap0logies babes & l0ve.!
i cant keep t0 my werds.