Tuesday, August 12, 2008 10:33:00 PM
u alwaes t0t dat i was str0nger.
while blogging this p0st.
my tears just cant st0p fl0wing..
im stuck with l0ads of diff feelings.
i just dunn0e wad i need t0 do.
all i want t0 d n0w is just CRY..
& i need a kind s0ul t0 lend me hys/her sh0ulder f0r me t0 lean on.
just let my tear fl0w.
im weak.
t0o weak f0r anything t0 happen.
but im supp0se t0 be the str0nger one.
f0r my friends.
it just seems dat i can stay dat way anym0re.
i cant survive with my fake lyfe.
im l0st in my own werld.
n0t able t0 lead myself t0 any r0ute.
unable t0 fynd my strength n0r c0nfidence.
putting faith but t0 wh0?
i have t0 survive this al0ne.
d0nt wanna burden any0ne else..
n0t even a single s0ul.
ive dr0wned myself d0wn a deep2 well of tears..
cant st0p my tears fr0m r0lling d0wn.
ila..,
im s0rrie i cant be by ur side t0 cheer u up.
i fail t0 keep u up str0ng..!
IVE FAILED.!!
im n0t the str0ng s0ul anym0re.
s0rry.
ive let u d0wn..
ap0logies.
& i cant m0ve onn.
im to0 weak.
i cant supp0rt u like i used t0o.
im n0t able t0 make u smile or even laugh like bef0re.