Friday, July 18, 2008 9:08:00 PM
dedicati0n to my beybehs'
Will i alwaes be a BYTCH t0 my beybehs'?.
this was what i pr0mised.
"ill never change just bc0z of my feelings.
but ill try my best t0 maintain the smile on my face."
u beybehs have reallie make me realise l0ads.
t0 ila sayang..
n0 matter wadd..
ure alwaes dere f0r me.
eventh0ugh u have ure own pr0blems t0 h0ld & s0lve.
ull alwaes be dere t0 cheer me up.
u alwaes turn my s0rrow t0 a smile.
ure the medicine t0 my every pain.
o0h thanks sayang.!
never c0uld i ever be the BYTCH with0ut u ar0und.!
t0 iana darlink..
u t0o are the medicine t0 my pain.
the byter of every werd in my lyfe..
she is m0re than a fren t0 me.
ive treated her m0re like a sister..
a sister dat can reallie entertain me 24/7..
& cheer me up with every little j0ke of hers.!
thank u darlink.!
t0 gucci babe..
ure great.
uve reallie make me realise
especiallie b0ut HYM.
s0meway s0meh0w ull try ure best t0 tell me sth new.
but the m0st imp0rtant thing is..
ure laughter makes my day brighter than it can ever be.
thanks babe.!
t0 aisyah baby..
eventh0ugh u didnt say much.
but uve been the greatest listener ever.
alwaes dere t0 listen t0 my sto0pid pr0blems.
thanks baby kush.!
t0 ain dear..
i kn0e its been l0ng since we met..
but uve als0 been the greatest help.
u never fail t0 keep me happie.
thanks dear.!
im just h0ping dat i can spent m0re tyme with u s0on.!
i can be jel0us with my beybehs'
despite me being happie in having them.
with u beybehs' ar0und..
yesh i can smile..
but even s0 m0st of it are fakes.
ive been f0rcing myself t0 maintain the smile.
f0r all of u..
n0t f0r l0ng..
im falling.!
ive fail the simplest task..i cant keep faking my smiles.IM S0RRY..