i just dunn0e who to blame.
sh0uld it be myself or hym?
am i questi0ning myself too much?
or isit hym wh0 gave me h0pe & left?
agghh!!im c0nfuse lar.
i just wann let it all out.
sh0uld i just let hym go & be happie wif thys single lyfe?
or should i just calm myself d0wn,think of the p0sitive & spit it out to hym?
dere isnt any answer for these st0opid questions ryte!
i kn0e lar!!agghh
let go & let l0ve fynd me? OR chill & wait f0r the ryte tyme?
fark thys feelings ar!!

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okay skewl is re-0pening thys m0nday!
its great dat at last i get to mit my dearest back again!!
but the sad part is dat N1 will g0 their separate c0urses!
h0w i wish dat w0nt ever happen.haixX.
meeting new gr0up of pe0ple & yeah have to make new frens..
an0ther orientati0n sessi0n to go thru!!B0RING!!
LIKE AGAIN!!!AGGHHH..ENUFF OREADIE!
the onlie thing im h0ping is dat thys new batch w0nt be so "SOMBONG" or anithing ar.
& yeah all i can d0 n0w is just h0pe.

f0r once im making thys a big deal.

I WANNA QUIT SM0KING!!

and thys is f0r real okay.
no m0re false pr0mises or wad s0 ever.
i reallie wanna quit.
and ill make it final.
if ani of u see me sm0king by skewl re-0pen...

GIVE ME A SMACK ANIWHERE EXCEPT THE FACE!!

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an0ther pr0blem in lyfe.
its just hard f0r me to leave h0me n0w a days.
with my nenek getting s0 forgetful.
as day by day it just g0t worst!!
agghh.it get me so worried sick.
but at certain p0int she just irritates me with the same qns again & again.
i cant d0 anithing much.
but just pray f0r better.!