[a lonely september by plain white t];
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own, oh

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not gettin' me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

[purpose of me putting the song & lyrics]:
the song have links to my life.
haix.all this while ive been trying my best to forget bout hym but i failed.
i kept thinking of hym.
& eversince the breakup..
im not able to control my emotions animore.
my emotions will change at anityme.
& im not able to smile like how i used to.
eventhough i laugh along wif anione.
dat doesnt mean im happie.
im hidding my real emotions deep inside.
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*skewl sark this whole week
*felt betrayed by my closes classmate
*fought wif syerzan
*punch toilet doors & threw my MOM's hp
*cried in the toilet
*gucci,kama & ila was dere trying to make me stop
*have swollen right-hand
*ila,gucci & zul wants me apologise to syerzan
*BTW, I WONT!!!!
[i hate people who disrespect my GURL-FRIENDS!!]
*i didnt talk to syerzan the whole day..& i guess forever will be better