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Eza.Boncet.Laa06May1991
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Wednesday, June 06, 2007 7:23:00 PM
am i falling in love again?
owkowk.i knoe dat ive not been updating my blog for quite a long tyme lar.
but i reallie hope u guys understand how busy i am now.
i have to rush to complete my f&n n lvl coursewerk.
ive been slacking n now all i have and must do is push my self to complete piles of werk by nxt week.
but ill try my best to update my blog and tag board..
so dont worrie guys..
im still gonna update no matter wad.
u guys just have to wait..haha..
gawd..the past few weeks i wasnt able to forget bout haiqal..
but eversince i knoe,i name hym mr A,my life changes.
he sang me his songs and changed the names to mine..
he never fails to make me happie.
he alwaes make me smile in everi single way..
he love making hys "bapok voice"..
which sounded like a small kid's voice.
hys veri swit..
but the other day...
he told me dat he liked me..
but i turned hym down..
just becoz i cant forget bout haiqal..
i didnt give hym the chance to show me love.
still..he didnt give up..
he called me everi single nite just to talk to me..
just to change the way i think bout hym.
i regreted turning hym down.
but it wasnt wad i wanted to do..
all i wanted to do was just have sometime for me to trust hym.
instead he tot im turning hym down.
i was abit hurt wen he said those werds to me..
but i guess hys true..
im not deny-ing anything..
ive never let myself have the chance to fall in love again..
and he was the guy who made me realise dat.
but all im afraid off now is....
i dont want my heart to be broken ever again..
y cant i just get a guy who can just appreciate my love for hym?
everytime i love the guy, he will either leave me or dump me..
was all this part of my "cabaran dlm idop"??
i can accept the fact bout dat...
but i just cant accept the fact dat guys take love so lightly..
but eversince i knoe,i name hym mr A,my life changes.
he sang me his songs and changed the names to mine..
he never fails to make me happie.
he alwaes make me smile in everi single way..
he love making hys "bapok voice"..
which sounded like a small kid's voice.
hys veri swit..
but the other day...
he told me dat he liked me..
but i turned hym down..
just becoz i cant forget bout haiqal..
i didnt give hym the chance to show me love.
still..he didnt give up..
he called me everi single nite just to talk to me..
just to change the way i think bout hym.
i regreted turning hym down.
but it wasnt wad i wanted to do..
all i wanted to do was just have sometime for me to trust hym.
instead he tot im turning hym down.
i was abit hurt wen he said those werds to me..
but i guess hys true..
im not deny-ing anything..
ive never let myself have the chance to fall in love again..
and he was the guy who made me realise dat.
but all im afraid off now is....
i dont want my heart to be broken ever again..
y cant i just get a guy who can just appreciate my love for hym?
everytime i love the guy, he will either leave me or dump me..
was all this part of my "cabaran dlm idop"??
i can accept the fact bout dat...
but i just cant accept the fact dat guys take love so lightly..
i hope u guys understand wad im trying to tell her lar.
dont be like my sister..
she neevr understand a simple thing..
haha..
no offence ehk kak..
"dont take it to the heart,jantong!"