Thursday, May 03, 2007 2:51:00 PM
jelous..freakingly...
aggghhh..wad the fucking heck..
he deleted my testi i sent to hym..
he kept the other gurls testi..
im damn hurt..
i feel like crying but is it worth??
i don think so..
ive been telling myself not to cry over a guy ever again..
but wad if im totallie hurt??
can i even controll my feelings?
i dunnoe..
its just so unpredictable..
freak.
i cant cry...
no way...not gonna cry...
aniway its just a testi..
but if i recall back bout yesterday..
he suddenly asked me.."wad if we break up?.wad will u do??"
all i can say was..ill cry my heart out...and never trust another guy ever again..
y did he suddenly ask dat question??
i ask hym dat...he said..."i takot u ader lelaki laen."
for ALLAH sake...
y would i wanna leave u if i love u like heck..
its for the ferst time i love a guy like heck..
ooppss..second..the ferst 1 was a butch to be perfect..
i love hym like crazie...
i just cant bare to see hym leave my life..