Sunday, March 25, 2007 9:23:00 PM
a lost smile
have i lost my swit smile?
or have i wipe away the smile i used to have?
maybe the smile wasnt even suppose to be there.
i guess so..
i dont think dat the smile will ever appear again.
my friends betrayed?
im starting to loose friends and trust dat i ever had.
was the the mistake made by me or...
i dunnoe.
my friends just dont wanna trust me animore.
y would i wanna be dere with them animore?
they just wont bother bout me.
they wont talk,smile or even look at me.
it isnt worth anithing if i stay together with them.
ill just feel hurt more and more.
will i ever have a friend dat would trust me even just 1%?
maybe.somewhere not in springfield.i guess.
or maybe id just be alone shall i say anti social.
even without friends i guess i can still smile.
even if the smile is just a small one but atleast i get back my smile.
am i going to let them enter my life again?
ermm.i dunnoe.
ive given them dozens and dozens of chances.
but they just continue to hurt me.
4 years of friendship isnt worth anithing.