Sunday, March 19, 2006 5:29:00 PM
heartbroken again!!!
haixx...got heartbroken again...y must this alwais happen to me??? i hate it so much... is it part of my life to alwais be heart broken and never would i be accpeted in aniones life?!? :[ ... ive been xperiencing this for the past 2 years... ive nvr had a guy who wont break my heart for the past 2 yrs...all this happens eversince the guy just left me wifout any words of goodbye or anything...
since i start to leapk at bedok, i had a feeling towads a guy...we called hym BP... so i made up my decision to tell hasimah n auni bout it...i thought dat they wont tell anione bout it but dat nite they told him bout me liking him... i got so paisey wen i came to lepak wif them again, the whole group got to knw bout it... they kept on disturbing me and everitime if his not there, they tend to ask me where he go...as if i belong to him....haixx... =[...
after weeks lepaking wif them, had a veri deep feelings towaerds hym...bla3...then the last time we met, auni and imah asked me something i didnt expect...how many percent do i like hym...i started to hab dis weird feeling... but i also felt like crying wen they ask dat question...so i lied to them and say dat i oni like him 40%.... wen reached the void deck...my tears roll down my cheek...i wipe it away and promise to imah dat i wont cry...
otw walking towards the interchange...i cried...imah was so shocked...she didnt knw wad to do...so she kept on saying stop crying and hug me... she wanted to tell hym bout it but i insisted on it... but in the end she told hym and he asked me what happen....bla3....