Tuesday, March 21, 2006 9:37:00 PM
broken heart...damn broken...< i wanna change myself>
i hate hym...
i'll never fall for any guys like hym animore...
never in my entire life will i accept a guy like hym again...
eventhough i miss hym...but i hate hym...
just wishing dat my life just come back to the old life of mine...cheerful and smiley me...
y muz all this shit happen to me?? isit part of living life or isit just to test my patient???
i hate being a gurl...id rather be someone whom noone would ever like !! i feel better to be hated by guys or being love by someone and not me loving dat someone...
wad is the use of me crying for hym...his not worth anithing to me...his just an idiot bustard who enjoys breaking my heart... :'(...id rather be a tomboi then being a gurlie gurl...
my heart is totallie broken...wishing there is a guy who could treasure me and wouldnt break my heart...and the guy wont ever break my heart even once...if i could find dat type of guy...ill be the most happiest gurl in the world...
but if i still dont find the type of guy i want...ill seriously and totallie change to become a tomboi...this is my final decision...i don care if people dont like me to be a tomboi...but its my final decision, u cant change it...so if u don wanna see me changing then help me fine mr right...